it's been while since I posted something. I've actually been back in Germany already for about two months now. In my last few days in the US I didn't really have time to post something and when I came back home I wasn't sure if I should keep on writing now that I am in Germany again. But when I looked through my old posts I realized that I atleast should write one more post just to have a nice finish.


When we came back home from our trip I only had a few days left before I had to go back to Germany. So I spent most of the time with friends and my hostfamily.
And then the day came that I had to leave. I can't really explain how I felt that day. On the car ride to the airport I felt so sick. "Fortunately" we were late as usual so we didn't have much time to say goodbye. That was good because I think a long goodbye would have made it so much harder. It didn't really sink in that this was goodbye until I landed in New York where I was staying for a week with my mom. When I saw my mom on the airport it just made it so real that my exchange year is over and that I might not going to see my hostfamily in a very long time. Even though I was really sad my mom and I had an amazing time in New York. It is a beautiful city.